18 Tell the Truth

Heart Fullness

I know what I would wish for if I could really have it. I guess I do not believe it is possible. To have what I truly desire is asking too much. Who am I to have all of that? What have I done to deserve even half of that? I should just be content with what is here. But when I see others living the life I wish were mine, it makes me feel jealous and angry. Why do they have it? It is not that I want it taken from them, I am just sad for myself. Why did I end up with my circumstances? Why am I being punished? What did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this?

I deserve to have more. I am tired of living according to everyone else. I am going to take what I want. It does not matter who gets hurt, because I have been ...

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