26 Dying to Live
Heart Fullness
I feel so trapped but I do not know how to go. At least I know what this is. Anything else is unknown. If I go, everything will change. I won’t have what I now have. What if it is a mistake? But I am unhappy. My life feels empty. I know it is not loving to stay here. I am just so afraid of what’s next.
I think I am actually afraid of being free. Can I be happy? Do I deserve that? I would have to make decisions. I would have to make choices. I guess my failures would be my failures. Right now I can blame it on someone else or the situation I am in. I have a reason to hold back. If I leave, I have no reason to hold back. And then, if I don’t go for it, I will have myself to blame.
What if I am good enough? Can I ...
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