27 Save Yourself
Heart Fullness
I cannot believe I am sick. I need to do something. Oh God, what if—I cannot even say it. What if I don’t heal? What if the diagnosis is negative? I can feel this life inside of me. I have not done what I came here to do yet! I need strength, God. I’ll do anything. I’ll promise anything. Just save me.
My mind won’t stop! I keep thinking the worst-case scenarios. Get it out of me! The doctors keep giving me options that don’t sound like options. These are my choices? I have to make a decision and can’t. Who am I living for? I might be at the end. The adrenaline is pumping through me. How do I not be afraid? What if I die? It is not my time. I have not done anything with my life yet. Have I wasted my life?
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