All this results in the simple mathematic equation: You + volleyball game = badIdea10. That's a bad idea to the power of ten, which (mathematically) makes it an exponentially bad idea.
But, volleyball is your passion. Does that mean you can never follow your dreams and make the kinds of games you'd always hoped to build? Of course not! Let's see if we can distil the game of volleyball down to its barest essentials to that small, singular piece of joy.